This past few days since we had our 2-week break from school, I didn't interact so much with people. While I stayed at home all I did was use my laptop, watch television, ride with my mom, and swim at the beach but I don't have interactions with people I don't know. When we are back at school (February 6) my heart was racing fast and I felt the atmosphere inside the room so different.
I felt that my room became small and there were a lot of people (of course my classmates) and I felt so alone. I wanna go outside but I was afraid to go alone so I tried my best not to think that I am lonely but I failed, I thought I was okay but when I got home my anxiety started to trigger me. The feeling of my body can't move cause it's shaking and my eyes release a lot of water.
I told my friend about this and she said that maybe I am not used to being with people again since we were locked up or stayed at home for weeks. Well, I guess she's right! because the next day I'm fine and I don't feel the loneliness I felt back that day.
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